I don't want to be emo anymore.

But... What is the reason for me to smile?

I always look down myself before anyone.

I must believe that everything I own are very precious.

But it always end up when I enlarge my small mistakes.

I hate it, truly.

When friends were not around, 

I looks so small and mean nothing.

If one day I get invisible,

I hope I could live into others life without getting their attention.

Maybe this is me.

Who always hide from others attention when living with them.

I feel calm and satisfy every time in this situation. 

I like it, sincerely.