Dark Mandy

Listening to soft music,

trying to calm myself from the anger,

such a long time i never felt angry,

like this...

maybe it is just a small thing.

Here came out a question,

should i keep tender?

Or should i start to fight for my own right?

but harmony is my principle of life.

and here is someone who has stepped on me for their higher position,

although im not insist to get that position,
if i keep acting tender,

will they think that i can be bullying easily huh?

but fight back against my disposition.

what should i do?

If i have a chance, 

i hope to fight back,

without hurting anyone and even myself.

i need to train myself to stand still,

to block any harm to myself.

and i can also help my family and my friends...

so...

why dont i try it just once?