Monday, August 12, 2013

I'm not emo

The new term is beginning,
Today,
I've received my very previous outwork.
In that time, i really looks smart.
But now, when I looking back to my work before,
I can feel that I'm moving back from the hardworking me.
Now, I become lazy, can't concentrate, losing confidence and
lack of time management.
I've used to live with 'homework' for my past 18 years.
haha...
And now, I'm trying to not listen to my lecturer.
Don't finish the complete one.
I really feel unease with it.
Should I follow other classmates,
or actually i could effect them to follow me?
I do not mean to use all the time for homework,
the problem is just complete some of it by the time?
I don't like to become a good student,
selfish student,
top student...
who is noob enough and always listen to teachers.
I.. just wish to do what I should do.
I just wish to have a normal and complete schooling life.
Just that simple.