Heart core

Lack of concentration, you won't succeed in the future.

That's the comment I receive from someone recently.

I really get it in mind,

and I have tried to make it.

But this intention seems like not going to last long.

Again and again, I'm lost connected.

It messed up my mind.

My work, my efficiency, my thinking have been slowed down.

Just now, my team was rushing to hand in the project.

I'm so sorry that I can't help much in it.

I don't know what I need to do, with my lagging MacBook, 

I need a lot of patient to bear with it.

In the result, my teammates have did a lot of thing. 

I don't think that how hard can I work in teamwork in the future,

Because I'm always fail when doing in a team.

Down...

I can't even make a call to the organizer for my team's benefit.

I don't dare,

I don't want to do any mistake to effect my team efficient.

Hmmmm.... Maybe I'm more suitable to work individually. 

If you ask me whether to stay alone or gather with friends,

The prior choice will be my answer.

Because.... Hmmmm

Down again..

Haha

So suck... 

嗨哟。。。

最近，功课多到我喘不过气来。

觉得人生就只有在做功课，

没有目标，没有方向，

就这样一直做，一直做。

已经努力地做完我该做的事情，

结果还是错，错，错。。。

也错过了许多时间。

我真的很惭愧。

觉得自己没有在想以前那样有魄力，

我的梦想呢？

我的未来，怎么办呢？

为什么我每一天都过得如此不自在？

心如此不安？

我应该惜福，

我拥有很多很多。。。

但是，我总是不懂得满足。

因为我从来没有为自己而活。

想法总被影响，

只会听话，自己懒惰想，

总是觉得别人是对的，我都是错的。

这是我想尽办法改变的老毛病。

哈哈，每个人都有一个老毛病，

你呢？

刚刚妈妈坐在椅子上，

看看了周围，

她对我说了一句让我醒觉的话，

＂你要好好读，以后买一间大大间的房子。＂

对！

我应该继续加油，

以后让我的家人过好生活，

不让父母失望。

我一定要加油！

机会不留人，

我不应该浪费时间在乱想，

我一定要解决人际问题。

哈哈，go for it!!!!

我是怎么了？

Yay!

Gambateh!!!! New sem! New year! New life! New mood! Stuggle ends! Jia you!