An evil hidden inside my soul

Such a long time

And today 

It finally appears

All my bad things 

That I did before 

All these reminded me that I am a bad person

I just pretend to be a good person 

Pretend for too long

Can't regconised myself

My hates.... To everyone who hurts me before 

I hate ! 

No one will believe the faker like me

No one....

A faker who don't about herself 

A faker who want to take everyone good response

But it doesn't sincere

No one will feel your pretending good

It is an evil hidden

An evil contents with an angel cover

Evil mandy 

Just left the last assignment,

In these days,

Those unsatisfactory or satisfactory,

It is not important anymore...

I'm so tired,

To see my recent weak performance,

It is my weakest sem ever.

But I have no regret that I m already tried my best.

I just lack of time management which I never face before.

I thought I'm good enough,

But now I only know that,

I m not really good, 

Most of the time, if others choose to get harder they are much better than me.

I'm just an idiot who serious all the time. 

The level of outcome don't really improve.

Hmmmm..... 

I have no free time in this sem break,

A break without personal time.

Continue to be a weaker, steamer.....

It is even tired,

When looking them so happy talking with each other,

I can't do anything...

When is the ending of sadness?

I have to change my personal thinking to get happier,

He is so unlucky to have a gf as his classmate, 

So he couldn't play hard and work hard....

I do not mean anything... 

Just express it.

It's late night, 

Feeling so empty in my stomach ,

Watching tv with my mum... Haha

Hmmm... Head blank

Without any quote, any advice to myself...

A night which is simple

Haha...

Sometimes don't think too much is good~