Sunday, October 20, 2013

Every time when I listen to their songs, it always make me melting and forget all my stubborn thinking at the moment. Just sit down and play their songs in earphone, it is always a relief! 

S.H.E is my idol forever! <3 :D

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

An evil hidden inside my soul
Such a long time
And today 
It finally appears
All my bad things 
That I did before 
All these reminded me that I am a bad person
I just pretend to be a good person 
Pretend for too long
Can't regconised myself
My hates.... To everyone who hurts me before 
I hate ! 
No one will believe the faker like me
No one....
A faker who don't about herself 
A faker who want to take everyone good response
But it doesn't sincere
No one will feel your pretending good
It is an evil hidden
An evil contents with an angel cover
Evil mandy 

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Just left the last assignment,
In these days,
Those unsatisfactory or satisfactory,
It is not important anymore...
I'm so tired,
To see my recent weak performance,
It is my weakest sem ever.
But I have no regret that I m already tried my best.
I just lack of time management which I never face before.
I thought I'm good enough,
But now I only know that,
I m not really good, 
Most of the time, if others choose to get harder they are much better than me.
I'm just an idiot who serious all the time. 
The level of outcome don't really improve.
Hmmmm..... 
I have no free time in this sem break,
A break without personal time.
Continue to be a weaker, steamer.....
It is even tired,
When looking them so happy talking with each other,
I can't do anything...
When is the ending of sadness?
I have to change my personal thinking to get happier,
He is so unlucky to have a gf as his classmate, 
So he couldn't play hard and work hard....
I do not mean anything... 
Just express it.