throw out the innocent thinking that i used to be,
accept what's really happening around me.
accepting the hidden part from the person that i always admire,
accepting the 'benefits' relationship between friends,
feeling ridicules looking someone lying with a sincere face.
this all make me to be more bewared to everyone around me.
eveyone is not perfect like what i think before,
no one is perfect,
and
there is less people who would admit his/her defect,
haha... they might even feel they dint wrong.
a lot of people like to find excuses for their mistakes.
maybe it's same to me.
this messy thinking made me down for awhile.
feeling like to ask
why i realised all of this so late when everyone already knew for a long time?
haha.... innocent!
hmmm....
this is real life.
that i never notice it before.
i have ever think of rather live without all of this.
but i know i can't!
this is the real life that i have to go through.
and i must keep positively, optimistic,
and...
STEADY!
haha...
Evils cant defeat angel.
Recalled back i have ever wished to know all those things.
Thanks God for letting me know :)
