Dark Mandy

Listening to soft music,

trying to calm myself from the anger,

such a long time i never felt angry,

like this...

maybe it is just a small thing.

Here came out a question,

should i keep tender?

Or should i start to fight for my own right?

but harmony is my principle of life.

and here is someone who has stepped on me for their higher position,

although im not insist to get that position,
if i keep acting tender,

will they think that i can be bullying easily huh?

but fight back against my disposition.

what should i do?

If i have a chance, 

i hope to fight back,

without hurting anyone and even myself.

i need to train myself to stand still,

to block any harm to myself.

and i can also help my family and my friends...

so...

why dont i try it just once?

那一夜

回到女童军总部，
看到许许多多的回忆，
在里头，
多数都是失败的痕迹。
那些难忘的美好回忆，
难道我都忘了吗？

沉静的黑夜里，
烟花点缀整片天空，
那是传说中的慈善演唱会。
好久没看烟花了，
烟花真的很美。
只可惜，它被污染了，
使我无法尽情地享受它的美。

看到学妹们在营火会的表演，
不知不觉的想起以前青涩的我。
单纯中带点可爱，
无忧无虑的。
但看回现在的我，
多了份哀伤，
也少了份活泼。
这是所谓的成熟吗？

我 跟 定 你 了 ！